Goodbye 2019.
2019. I didn't know 12 months could include some of the best , yet worst days of my life. January started off with a group trip to Mexico. February I took the leap invested my time in money to better my career. March we found out we were expecting our second child. April we told family of our news! May our daughter turned 1 and we found out we were having a BOY! By July our world had turned upside down. August , our unborn son was diagnosed with Edward's Syndrome. September We gave birth and lost our son in within 3 hours. October-December were a blur. My PTSD has blocked a lot out of my memory, to the point I just feel like I'm living day to day. I have made it through Thanksgiving, and Christmas after the loss of Samuel. The holiday cheer was a little less vibrant for me this year.I've never known a pain like what I've experienced in these past months. It does not make a difference whether your child is three hours, three years